---KEEP ON KEEPING ON---Tuesday 29th of june 2010

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...up at 5am sharp.....that is sleeping in.....cool at night now....full pj's top and bottom with the fan it's a perfect temp....or a bit warm.....when it's hot I have vivid and often weird dreams, when I am cool I relax and sleep with no dreaming and peaceful sleep....it's weird that it is temperature controlled...if it is uncomfortable then the mind rebells with dreams......the brain rarely rests.....dreaming at night....chattering all day.....can stop it in the moment.....but that is it....hard to be aware of the brain while the body is asleep.....I understand why people shoot themselves in the head....it's to shut off the chatter......it always seems to go on about negative things...fear.....no security....loosing things....it's never chattering about double rainbows or nature or beauty of a sunrise or the playfulness of children.......weird thing the mind....maybe and afternoon surf today....swell picking up for the next two days I think......keeps something tangible to look forward to......to keep sucking in air for...to keep on keeping on...the rest of the day was a lot like the beginning of the day....movies, rest, food, a bit of computer.....a quick run to the top of the hill for coconuts, watermelon, papaya, bananas, nasi bunkus, and back home......that's it for a tuesday with 2' surf.......