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MaRcH-01-2010

it's a new month in 2010 the 3rd month........2 months gone already........I go on and on in my head, and sometimes in words on a computer about what is on my mind, why I do not know........today I spent time with a girl I used to work a lot with in the "picture business" as my dad would call it......anyhow she is a foster mom.........to backtrack a bit in 2005 she paid the Chinese government $1,000.00 to be put on a list to adopt a baby, she is still on that list........now she has a baby who's mom can't be found(as she is a prostitute in Los Angeles, and the State of California does not talk to her while she is in Jail, but they wait till she is released to the streets to go see her at whatever address she leaves on the paperwork upon release) so needless to say it's a catch 22 to get permission to have her baby adopted that she hasn't seen in over a year.........in the latest court proceedings the judge asked the state to keep "looking" for the mom.......so my friend waits, wades through the jungle of red tape and bullshit to help a ward of the state become adopted.......like the saying goes.......no good deed goes unpunished...........America is a mess..........so many willing parents, too much red tape.......typical

SuNdAy-28th-FeBrUaRy-2010

........it's the last day of February in 2010........that means there will never be another one of those..............March tomorrow..........I had breakfast with friends this morning, two that I've known almost 40 years.........it's weird to have history with people that long.........I've known one guy my whole life, and actually spoke with him this morning on the phone......my life is good........I am sure glad I am not a cow living at cowswhitz...........next to the 5 freeway.........with no plan.........I have a plan........although I know how plans work......even the best laid plans as the saying goes.........March.......march on.......tomorrow it's back to the Embassy to pick up my passport.......today it's the drive back to hOlLyWoOd......and the new month, new week, closure, traffic, drywall mud, internet shopping, pictures, nic a, friends, family, food, this, that, & the other
 

SaTuRdAy-FeBrUaRy-27th

1 week until my Dads memorial.........my life since my accident at the end of may 2009 has been surreal......first it was slow healing, with a wired jaw.....one doctors appointment at a time.......then to Thailand and a shoulder surgery, more healing, rehabilitation most of which took place in Los Angeles, doing rehab daily w/my Dad(he was recovering from a broken clavicle)........that was in September.........the time flies by..........today we drove through some really beautiful parts of California that I've never seen.........it was a fun drive with rolling green hills.......beautiful coast line, big surf, big sea lions......and 3 knuckleheads for companionship, one is camera shy, and deleted the group shots.......good company........good food.......good fun.........precious time is slippin away.........enjoy today........have a nice dinner..........smile.......make a fire......take a picture........laugh......

FrIdAy-JuLy-27th-2010


another up early morning.........gunfire as well as my head for music.......another run downtown.........great breakfast, some organic Link cakes, wheat-grass, another walk through the jungle, to Mr links office........crazy walking through skid-row.........I've lost my edge as it's hard to see all the things that Los Angeles/California/America has to offer.......I was so desensitized, while living and working here......now it really bothers me........to see what is "OK" here in America, from the corporate bull shit, to the homeless situation, to the big swindle that has been going on with the economy before during and after I am done writing this, morning rant........I am not sure exactly what is going on with the global economy, but the American people are being robbed.........these foreclosed houses do not disappear  they are real things and someone like the banks will own them, and since they got bailed out, on all the bad loans........that would mean the houses are bought and paid for.........I am not sure how it is exactly working, but there is a big swindle going on......I am sure of that.......that big swindle that is taking place does not affect the El Nino conditions, and the amount of rain that California has gotten, and the "congress created dust bowl" is not dusty, but very green, as congress hasn't figured out how to stop the rain yet........the green the rolling hills of the San Joaquin Valley is so beautiful.......California in February is quite a sight, snow covered mountians, green...........the things that are not touched by man.....or........ a product of thought, can leave you speachless, no words can describe the feeling one gets.......Indonesia has many of these places, the sheer beauty is amazing, that is one of the things that I love about it..............can't wait to plug back in..........

Thursday the 26th

......the time sure flies by........and I do mean flies......I'll be 45 this year......45, 45, 45, 45........I use to think that  45 was old.........although I didn't think I would ever make it  passed 28 years old.......and........wow that was 17 years ago.........since I have not only made 28, 30, and now 44 and climbing............I barley have a chance to breathe, it's going so fast.......lucky I did some yoga today, saw some friends, used some joint compound, drove in traffic, shot a few pictures, talked on the phone, and had a nap..........and managed to bang it out a few times...........not bad for an old guy........

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